well..
summer is about to end..
and it's barely been fun....
"he" still hasn't talked to me...it's kind of a bummer...
sine he's now part of the "cool" group...
he doesn't look back on his first friends...
I thought i was his friend...
but i guess i was wrong...
after all...he is now happy with his real friends...
and i'm left to cry....
*sighs*
why the f@#$ do I STILL like him anyway???
it's not like he ever has me in his mind...

if ever he gives me a chance to talk to him...
i dunno...
maybe I'm just gonna let all my feelings out...
then i'll give him what he wants;
that is....to leave his "cool" butt alone...

Did he just lie to me when he said I was his friend?

now that there are cooler people around him...
he does'nt talk to me anymore...
his becoming quite an airhead....
i want to slap his sprry face....LOL
not really....I dont have the guts....

I dont even want to see his face if all he can do is boast...
and make himself seem cooler...
since he has cooler friends...
he has decided to neglect me....
ssiiiiiiiigggghhhhh!!